Why does my brain constantly seek ways to destroy my happiness?
If anyone would like to keep track
of the Occupy LA eviction, here’s a few live streams of whats going on.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NV0_fuyLlV0
http://abclocal.go.com/kabc/story?section=news/local/los_angeles&id=8448015
This is scary to watch.
Nobody cares
About your stupid fucking problems.
I’ve come to a resolution
I need to not play Halo for a little bit. I’ve realized tonight I’m starting to take it way too seriously. I get incredibly angry and anxious at the outcomes of games. Today while playing I was incredibly tense and I didn’t like how much I could feel my blood pressure rising while I was playing. This wasn’t “funny” angry, this was “contemplate murder” angry. I think I’ll need to not play Halo for about a week. Anniversary comes out in a week, and I’ll be damned if I’m not gonna play that campaign. But I feel Reach Multiplayer can just sit on the back burner for now.
This might stem from me constantly not having close friends to play with on XBL. This might stem from years of pent up rage finally having an outlet. Or it may be what i feel when I finally get emotionally invested in a competitive thing where you are ranked and judged. (Thank god I never got into SCII online ladder systems).
I’m going to come back to Reach multiplayer. Hell, its my favorite damn suite of multiplayer options any video game has given me. Firefight, the cadre of game types, co-op campaign. I love all of it. I just need to put it on the back burner.
This will be easier in the coming days. Minecraft and Skyrim both release Friday. My friend and I are going through the campaigns of every Halo game once anniversary launches. I’ll have many, many hours of Skyrim to play before I need to pick up Halo again.
Halo, I love you, but you frustrate me.
I’ve decided
I officially hate people who whore the banshee more than armor lock now. The banshee needs to be SERIOUSLY changed. Its way to fast, way to resistant to damage, and way to powerful to go unchanged. I say this because I just got my ass handed to me TWICE in BTB by someone who just whore’d the goddamn banshee both games. And when I called him out for being a fucking bitch and a weak little pussy, he had me the balls to tell me to stop crying. I want the ability to kick someone in the nuts via internet.
I didn’t get awarded a perfection medal :( I has a sad now
This is a facebook status I just read. It is the best piece of literature ever written by man. I must find you
I will have a rage aneurysm here. I am three seconds away from tearing a barrier between life and fiction, tearing the Red Lantern ring from Atrocitus’s severed finger, and going on a rampage of destruction that would make “The Punisher vs. The Marvel Universe” look like an episode of fucking “Sesame Street.” There are no words intense enough to express my displeasure towards this individual, so I will craft them myself. I will not merely smash my keyboard until I find something adequately angry sounding.
No.
I will forge new obscenities from the very fires of unprecedented anger coursing through my veins, using my own head to smash the letters on top of the anvil of my unspeakable hatred. As it cools, I shall extract the newly minted word, slice through his very existence with one perfectly crafted phrase, and wipe the metaphorical blade on his shattered psyche.
It will take some time to create this superswear, but I will succeed. And then I shall unleash it upon an unsuspecting public. Armies will weep. Mountains will crumble, oceans will evaporate, and children will puke flaming bile.
I think gay marriage should be legal
So that everyone can just shut the fuck up about it.
Jesus christ, I don’t care about it that much to want to see it all the time.
I believe in Harvey Dent
I think the ranking system in reach needs a tweak. I’m not good enough to get consistently paired with people like this. My gamer tag is spanking gnarkill and I got my ASS handed to me for the third time in a row. FIX THIS PLEASE.
